onto another note for inquisitive, redirective purposes...
unspeakable anger, eww gross, disgust and other is a dimension as suggested to be kept private. there should also be placeholders for venting and recantive or renouncing like moments where a language exchange via words can be mended or even revived with interest.
well, there is supposition in regaurds to euphoric happiness that leads right back to manic feelings the state some of us work our arse off to avoid. one has placed much thinking on mundane or mediocre and even complete boredome related happenstance in attempt to inquire upon borderline and psychophrenic laughter with recovery and explanation and disscociative discipline to add a place in the mind zone of boundaries and self defence.
in response to messages from the past tense that provoke retort or reply with random polarity: was that real? one must keep a discerning eye on the mental health awareness gauge in the weeks to follow... perhaps there is a consort from some honest help along the way is something one would add; a person can forget how relative our parallel lives are sometimes.
perhaps trading notes with a seasoned veteran of the ' surviving the known world ' might prolong a stable line of thought propelling us into a new month? is a moment to think about the previous month or months allowed?